Sunday, December 28, 2008

assudaahlah

"Now this is what we call 'smoke on the water'!"

And the three (or some tales mention, four) bachelors kept waiting.

And since when did you include cigarettes in your meal?

(The man ate it like Rocky biscuits.)

While a teenage girl, sitting by his side,

And repeated, "assudaahlah" until the water turned cold.

Then the four bachelors went into the water.

And there went Mr. Flower, with a string broken,

Trying to cut off his own song.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

...and it was never the same, I guess.

The nights.
The dark shadows.

The blinding light came from nowhere.

I was trapped inside,
yet I never felt so free.

Given the chance,
I'd rather be in the vortex of the blinding light.

Let me express,
let me impress.

Even if I knew little,
at least I was just.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Moondance;

if i tremble, it would be because.

oh warmth how you seep.
with each and every-
chasing away the coldness of the night.

understanding is an understatement.
it is more.
in every sense of every inch of everything, it is more.

*smiles*

i like defying expectations.

*grins*

moga kamu kamu semua sentiasa disinari.
(baik oleh lampu atau matahari)

sentiasa dibayangi.
(baik oleh pokok atau pelangi)

selamat hari sabtu dan seterusnya!
(baik siang atau malam)


:)

Friday, December 12, 2008

Jika

jika berjarak halang
binalah jambatan
biar jujur terlintas kesan
sampai hati paut. dan parut

kau mahu aku bebas
dalam gelita suara terpipis
dan aku hanya sinarkan tangis
dan kau sirnakan tulus
tentang egomu yang terbaik

jika bertamu resah
hidangkanlah hikmah
bukan amarah yang memamah jiwa
sampai hati parut. dan reput

Thursday, December 11, 2008

sebab kadang (kadang)

Langit;
tidak senang-senang mahu Mendung
dan Mendung;
bukan suka-suka mahu Hujan

Mungkin;
Pelangi yang mahu muncul;
Atau Matahari yang mahu terbit.

Siapa tidak mahu;
Pelangi yang cantik.
dan Matahari yang terang.

Tapi aku;
tiada tujuh warna.
tiada Maha cahaya.

Tetapi,kamu; Langit.
Adalah keajaiban yang terbaik.
Yang mungkin terjadi.

Jadi aku cuma mahukan kamu;
Biar Panas, Biar Mendung, Biar Hujan.
Biar layaknya aku untuk sesuatu keajaiban itu mungkin sedikit.


p/s: Rindu is Overrated.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

A skip and a hop!

ahh, but alas.

it's no longer skipping.

it's racing.

ohh Hati ini~
shh, shh.

oh me oh my~!

:DD

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

"Carillon sudah sampai! Carillon itu sudah sampai!"

Panggilan dari Tuhan adalah suatu jalan paling Ajaib, yang halus sikapnya. Dan Carousel itu tidak akan berputar, selagi kau tidak mula gunakan Tenaga dan Faith.

Carpe Diem, sayang-ku. Carpe Diem.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

and when you...

(hmm.. can it get better than that?)

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Get these Blues out of me.

For the only reason to grieve or to smile is the Heart. Bila Anthony Hamilton meletakkan jari di Instrumen Magisnya; meltutu-lah dan jeritkan "Drive me on, Honey!"

"I get so weary; every time the sun goes down" kata B.B King. Cintaku pada-mu; adalah seperti terangnya graffiti pujaan Kasih Sayang oleh kedua- ibu bapamu. Hujan membuatkan aku jadi sedih, but I know she's not going away.

How can I be more Spontaneous?

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

ape lagi, yang kau mahu.

That Nite;

I know 5 things about you.

I know your dream car, your forte sport, how you sleep, your everyday routine.

Even how many kids you want in the future.

It kind of slipped your tounge; but I can't help but to paste it still in my head.

Like Meredith said; they're 5 things no one here knows about you.

Contented? I am.

But 5 is not enough. I want more.

Like 2 hours. No, not enough.

I. want more!

ps: I know you're taken (not by me); but can we please skip that part?

Monday, November 24, 2008

Untuk Lincat (continued);

Thank you for the positive energy!

I did something silly today; hard to say if I did it without thinking, or by thinking too much. (I'm well known for the latter.)

Oh it's drizzling outside!

Wash away, wash away.

Untuk Lincat;

A.K.A adek no, hurm, 3?

You are the sunshine.

Because today you woke up so early;
even the earth forgot to rain.

You should do that more often, you know.

ps: Good Morning Sunshine must be better than Selamat Pagi Cinta. Total CRAP!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Good Morning Sunshine(s!)

there's just something (different) about waking up (so very!) early in the morning.



selamat pagi kamu kamu semua!

semoga hari kamu disinari matahari dan dibayangi pelangi!

:)

Friday, November 21, 2008

Some of my feelings keep escapin'
So I make it a joke

Nonchalant, I keep on fakin'
So my heart dont get broke

I'm in a big ocean, in a tiny little boat
I'll only put the idea out there if I know it's gonna float

So all you gonna hear is
Mmm mmm, mmm mmm mmmmmmmmmmmmm


p.s. Bukan aku la tulis yang ini!

Monday, November 17, 2008

Thay Are Changing

typo, in the title.

a mistake, but not undone.

purpose, every letter serves one.

Do look up, now;

it is changing.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

somewhere, over the Rainbow;

Hello.

This is the proof of payment for your book. Thank you for all of your
assistance.

Could you do me a small favour though?

-- transmission corrupted --

I understand if it is not possible.

Alas, I wish you a great success! Thank you for all of your concern.

Good day!

--
Rgrds,
Afiq Malik.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Namakan, dua jenis;

Still positively all-flowers-and-bloom-cherry-blossom-sugar-mints that put you afloat?

I'd call for the positively negatives instead.
You know, all the curse words, sarcasm, bitchy remarks, anger, tears. The painfully truthful slam-you-to-the-lower-lower-ground-floor-of-the-Earth stuff.

Heart juga, masih.

:D (bunyinya: fwiiing!)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

One simple Hi

Would make me smile.

One whole sentence like How have you been?

Would make me go crazy.

One simple question, say, hurm..

Are you taken?

Hello! A person is melting in this room!

All it comes from A simple Hi!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Kill! Kill! Kill!

It's a fresh air when they're gone
when they vanish, in my hope of change

they took my sense of pride
gave me poisonous words
letting a rush of guilt, racing thru my fragile vains

So I swear I'd kill them all
I'll make them taste my super strength
where I let them in
and choke them out
Never will they laugh again
all they will see is just misery for them
and glory for me

Trying too hard has always been my vice
But it's better than laying on my back and wait for a shift on the perspective
it won't happen naturally
until I believe, the smuts in my hands
is the only answer to my own mistery~

Monday, October 20, 2008

i
am
tired
of
you.
yes,
all
of
you.
your
breath
stinks
and
i
am
surprised
that
you
realize
it.
but
i
am
shocked
that
you
choose
to
not
do
anything
about
it.
just
as
long
as
you
don't
come
too
close.
i
will
be
ok.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Change, everything you are.

Instead of viewing yourself as the main story line,

once in a while try picturing yourself as one of many actors on a stage.

Hey, that's a relief.

At least now I know, that

not all eyes are actually on me.

Whew! ;)

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Shh, hush now~

listen.

do you hear that?

(oh! how it tends to skip a beat)

it's your luck changing.

hello :)

O Kegembiraan dan Pengakhiran yang baik! -- Ia adalah Cinta (tanpa beza)

Ku kan selalu denganmu, Kasih;
Dalam kau bertatih, atau ber-lari,

--

Andai kau jatuh, ku bantu kau bangun.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Sebab Enche Berudu dah jadi Tuan Katak hari ini

me:
its your day today!
make a wishh

AhFook:
hehe
i wish for a greater good for myself
dan kamu orang semua di rahmati Tuhan
(aku memang tak selfish)

On your birthday, I wish your HDD don't crash because I don't have that much money either!
Kononnya;

nampak, jumpa, kata, sentuh, pegang, dapat, simpan, jaga.

Kepala hotak.

(Sorry yang lain lain)

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Masih Rain and Sun

Today's rain left me soaking wet.

Sunshine, thank you very very much for your warmth.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.

Rain's pleasant, generally. I quite like it, the sound, the smell, feeling the droplets on my bare skin.
It just so happened that today I was out patting the buffalo (yes), so thanks to dear rain I got splashed all over with muddy water.

*@&#*(&@!!!

So sunshine, I'll say it again, thank you very very much.
wow

im tired of (always) being the Stronger one.

Friday, October 10, 2008

The Rhyming Song

They say we don't own the sky.

So rain and sun, you have to share.

Who's willing?

Ahh, not us, I'm sure.

I am! :)

Thank you.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Euww.

It was raining, and I was as bright as the sun!

Yet no matter how bright I was,

the rain kept falling down.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Seterusnya;

1- Selesaikan hidup; bergerak ke Hidup seterusnya.
2- Hadiahkan diri sendiri.
3- Mulakan perkara-perkara penting.
4- Kumpul dua-puluh-ribu. Mungkin akan perlu jadi empat-puluh-ribu, atau tiga-puluh.
5- Selesaikan hidup; bergerak ke Hidup seterusnya.

Monday, September 29, 2008

kepada yg berkenaan;

you suck for making me wait.


fine, Let Me Be.

but can u imagine severe addiction? b* !

Monday, September 22, 2008

Alasan untuk Hidup

Mencari erti kasih
dalam tutur seorang bapa
yang kasihnya menolak harta
yang sayangnya menafi rupa
setiap sentuhan satu petunjuk
agar langkah tidak tersasar

Mencari makna kehidupan
dalam dakapan seorang rakan
yang rianya melewati waktu
dan tangisnya bersulam pujuk
mengharap di penghujung jalan
(masih) berpimpin tangan, bersatu rasa

Mencari maksud jiwa
dalam terikatnya sebuah perjanjian
yang menuntut perhambaan diri
pada ilmu yang tidak (pernah) didamba
hingga tersembunyi norma-norma insani
dan hanya tangis mengisi ruang kosong

maka di mana definisi bahagia
bila tiada yang sirna pada kehidupan
namun perlu dimengerti
sudah hilang cahaya yang menyuluh pengertian...

you pissed me off yesterday;

and the day before, beforer, and beforest.

because you see, there's a thin line that borders

+ joking and being cynical
+ being all friendly and mocking
+ concerned and busybody

you are always the latter.

I just happened to not like you.
Whatever shit that you are trying to scare me out with.
I just happened to hate you, now.

I'm not talking to you;
So you can talk to your own hand.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Si Sponge

i've watched the sunrise for two days straight now.
and both days with a smile plastered on my face.

conversations, conversations.

for whatever days that are left,
i will be a sponge.
soaking up as much goodness and warmth as i can get.

:)
when i said yes to you the other day, i meant it.

and when i said no to you last week, i meant no.

it was not meant to be a reverse psychology.

so please..

i know it's not easy

for the last thing you have in you is;

patience.

jangan nak macam-macam eh.

Friday, September 19, 2008

sorry i am a bitch today.
bt he Clearly started it.

otherwise, i Am nice.


so my pahala puasa = org yg tak puasa.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Asik asik

Did you know that, my elements went aflutter when your hands were fumbling?
When your hands were fumbling with the spoon.

For the trillionth time; I fell, and it's pretty much all that I do since that person in the pinstripe white t-shirt called, "Hoi, bersiul!" and sent me dreamily up the staircase.

And and, isn't that glow just priceless?

Monday, September 15, 2008

and then, I saw her eyes glow.

Maybe it's my stupid words,

or Maybe it's my ridiculous action,

or Maybe it's my funny outfit.

Or maybe it is just me.

But somehow,

I get to see her eyes glow today.

Ah, a good thing, especially when you're in the middle of a fasting month! Hehe :D

Sunday, September 14, 2008

taken; but abandoned.

because the hints;
I thought I made it so perfectly clear.
I thought it was as obvious as the blood running in my veins behind my see thru skins.
because I thought you'd understood.

Now, what?
Shall I speak some peculiar foreign language
say, freaking Germany.

Because I can't
And I just won't.

So please, keep me close.

or freaking let me go.

ps: Sila jangan lalu di drive thru McD waktu matahari mencacak!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

if i didnt tell you, then how would you know.

but if i did, i will turn out to be needy, dependant,

even asphyxiating to you.

i dont want you to think of me - that way.

no way, no fricking way.


p.s. but if only you knew, how broken, just how fucking broken, i am.

p.p.s. ru p e 2 nyai n cik B er udu (e k ork ep ala? ) ped ul ikan a ku.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

come

closer.
don't be afraid
for i promise i won't bite.
though such fangs i own
sharp claws and strong bones;

i will do you no harm.

unless...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Paradise

It was a sudden move that left me confused
You gave me a rush of guilt and pleasure

but you weren't looking into my eyes..
(scared?)
confused as I am?

You still haven't looked into my eyes
'cause if you do
You'll see paradise~

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

(aku) Menulis perlukan Muse.

Dan sekarang Muse Tulisan aku sedang dalam misi ke Greek Lama; dalam usaha mencari punca Apokalips Hati - Hati Lelaki.

Kita tunggu apa akan jadi nanti okay?

Raja,

Jangan mencarut lebih lebih. Bulan Ramadhan, tak elok. Hehe.

Monday, September 8, 2008

and now he says..

please..
i'm sorry.
never had i meant to hurt you.

and all i can think of saying is;

haha..you're funny.

sorry is when you accidentally step on someone's toes.
Not when you crush them with those chunky heels till they bleed.

you should know that by now.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

okay,

i am sad (too) now.

does that makes you feel better / brighter ?

yes?

good.

no, no. dont mention it.

(reminder:)

go ahead and blow that candle.

and make a wish,

oh, don't forget to thank God.

[just a simple reminder.] :) ah, smiley ini pinjam dari gtalk!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

The Emperor's New Robe

When you do not be yourself, it will eventually hurt (when you do realize it, of course).

I don't wish to sit in the high throne with but my skin, and be the zero of the mighty hall, when the call me Sire.

Get those cartoons out from the old dusty collection. They ought to teach us a thing or two, about another thing or two.

would you like more milk?

Mentre la mia testa mi dice che dovrei restare il mio cuore mi dice di andare.

Mi aspettavo di più da parte tua

Vorresti più latte?

sì?


Friday, September 5, 2008

'Hey!'

Move your body,

along with the music.

Oh, it is that simple.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Bulu

banyak!

di bawah lenganku

di cuping telingaku

di dalam hidungku

dari pusat ke pubisku (tak ku pandang ketika ini)

di atas dan bawah bibirku (kalau ku tulis 'mungil' keterlaluankah?)

lalu ku letak kembali heels itu ke atas raknya..

Langit Aku

Langit aku runtuh;
aku topangkannya dengan arasy-arasy percaya
tidaklah sempurna, tapi berdiri semula

Langit aku menangis;
aku lubangkan tanah jadi wadi-wadi hidup
tidaklah dalam, tapi menyegarkan

Langit aku berdentum;
aku mainkan irama-irama gembira
tidaklah harmoni, tapi aku suka :)



*nmpk x the cutest smile di situ?

Kalau Kau Terlepas, Kau Memang.

Oh ,

lihat ke langit .

Ya , sekarang .

Apa yang kau nampak ?

Biru ?

Hitam ?

Ah , begitulah warna hati aku sekarang ! (insert the cutest smiley here)

Boggart in the Wardrobe

Fear is just an illusion, which we use to label the unknown.

It is not uncommon that we

1. label
2. criticize
3. think ourselves better than

what is alien to us.

Oh beautiful Hearts, why can't we just open up a little bit more and give those green-faced three-eyed hook-nosed creatures a chance?

I'm sure they must have Hearts too; though theirs might be positively of another color.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

semalam petang nurkiah harnom tonton akademi fantasia lepas balik sekolah ngaji.
dan malamnya.

"Mak,kiah nak jadi penyanyi lah mak.boleh kah mak?"
"eh,boleh.nanti dah popular boleh ajak mak berduet.boleh mak test market sekali" balas mak.

esok pagi di sekolah,nurkiah berjaya menjawab soalan fizik ringkas mudah di papan hitam.kembang kuncup hidungnya depan kawan-kawan.

dalam hati.
"aku nak jadi physician lah.fizik ni bukan susah sangat.dapat reka hukum baru mesti popular.hukum nurkiah .sampai generasi depan pun aku popular.

hari lain,
nurkiah tengok orang jual bunga.dia mahu jadi florist pula.ironinya,dirinya perempuan,samalah seperti bunga.mana tahu nanti jumpa kumbang yg metroseksual.nurkiah suka.

lain hari,
nurkiah harnom bosan dengan impiannya yang kurang cool.itupun selepas kawan baiknya menang kategori puisi remaja hadiah sastera kumpulan utusan

"aku nak jadi Rumi"tegas dia buat keputusan.barulah cool,fikirnya.

nota kaki:
nurkiah tidak kenal rumi.dia hanya terbaca biografi di belakang sebuah buku tentang seorang penulis memilih rumi sebagai idola.kasihan nurkiah harnom.

Ahh, Tetapi;

;si velcro itu senang hati mengutip :)

biar pun benang atau sawang.

indah atau buruk?
bukankah itu persepsi yang subjektif?

biar ;si deadly tinggalkan kau bila dia rasa tidak perlu lagi,
yang pasti,
(jika bukan dia) masih ada yang memerlukan.

hati hati dengan hati!
ahh, tetapi;
dari kejatuhan itu boleh timbul satu kekuatan :)

beautiful but deadly

dulu i lawa jek.. u pun gunakan i sebaik-baiknya
u tinggal atas i, u menari atas i

then i jugak tlg u perangkap nyamuk2 tu
u pun makan, simpan buat stor atas i

kalau u xselesa, u pun upgrade i
tambahkan luas i, janji hati u puas
i redha jek

tp masalahnya, org xnampak u buruk
org nmpk i buruk, i yg kotor tu

bler i kene sapu, U BUAT RUMAH BARU..

yerlaa.. i kan yang sawang jek tu...



*malu tapi mahu

Sonnet Hati

hati-hati dengan hati
hati rapuh hati luka
hati-hati dengan cinta
cinta madu juga racunnya

hati mana tidak berbunga
bila hati menjadi dua
hati bilang pada yang suka
'hati lemas kabur jiwa'

hati berat sarat kasih
sudah percaya minda tersisih
hanyut jiwa bersarang cemburu
hati terang jadi kelabu

hati-hati dengan hati yang diusik
salah mengusik, orang pun jelik~

*omg, i takut tgk post org laen!

Jalan yang Mana; (ai) Tolong-lah tunjuk!

Jika hidup berkalang dengki;

biarpun Tuhan,
biarpun Perempuan,
biarpun Harta Berkoyan-koyan,

Hidup-mu takkan bahagia. Atau tenang. Atau senang.

Mari; berlapang dada selalu.

Maju ke-depan (dengan berbuat baik), dan pedulikan orang yang tertinggal (atau tidak sekufu). Nah, peraturan hidup perlu di-angkat, moga moga semuanya baik baik sahaja.

Kena bantai tulang rusuk?

Halt

I want this obsession comes to a halt.
A stop.

FULL STOP, okay?

No more "I need you"
"I want you"
"I miss you"

Because I already have one. Haha :)

Yours Truly

Dear Hearts,

please please do not relate Me with all the Hims and Hers in this world just because they

know how to touch you, say you have pretty eyes, call because they miss your voice, cry in longing for your hands.

Have me, explore me, and keep me only when they are not within reach of your senses and yet you still smile, you still soar.

And then you'll know I'm yours.

Love.

oh, matahari

if a thing does not hurt, than where is its value?

because as Humans we can be extremely dense,
moronicly thick-headed,
insanely ignorant.

so enters Hurt (oh, Chaos!);
and we are Awakened.

there IS Light within Darkness;
while there is Life, there is Hope.
no one will know about it.

no one.

because it is;

too heavy for words;

to describe.

it is; too

deep,

it stings.



p.s. Onegaishimasu!

Monday, September 1, 2008

And he said..

Never had I been untrue to you;

Never had I told lies.

Never had I said no to all your desires;

Never had I disagreed.

Never had I misbehaved;

Never had I said never.


And then he left.

And never had he returned.


And I said;

Never you dare come crawling back to my doorstep.


Sunday, August 31, 2008

When I asked him to stay

I did not think I'd be seeing him, at least for days (or even weeks) to come. When his smile grew wider and wider (and thus more colorful), I could only look back.

Oh oh, I heard that you can't control what your Heart feels, and desires for.

So I'm assuming that it is okay when he passed me by. And with the weight of the moment pressing me down, I guess he might not have even heard me.

And since I can't control what my heart desires for, I could have spoken other words instead.

Hello, Nareem Delina.

(now you have got something) To die for;

Selamat datang Asmara.

Hari ini saya bangun jam 1.34;- selepas menyambung nonton Dark Knight untuk ke-sebelas kali.

Hari ini saya mungkin akan pergi ke McDonalds dengan Abdul Lula (atau Abd Luls).

Hari ini saya rindukan dia. Dia, bukan Lula.

Oh. Selamat datang darah-darah Baru! mari kita semua tulis apa yang kita rasa (sebetul-betulnya), supaya tiada rahsia; supaya tidak bertopeng-topeng, supaya tidak ditipu-tipu. Untuk pendosa-pendosa di Mataku, 'If I live, I will kill you. If I die, you would be forgiven'

P/S:
Hani, Raja suruh aku update blog, sesuka hati dia. Ajaklah dia tulis sama-sama di sini, baru dia tahu erti tekanan.

When Satan Speaks

i heard the whisper:

now, go to bed, and never

wake up again.


so i replied; harshly.

i will go to bed,
and i
will

wake up again.



because there are so many people i am going to meet,

there are so many emotions i am going to go through,

and there are so many _____________________________



let Satan do the math.

i am going:
to sleep.

Con tutto il cuore, grazie mille.

a child drew a heart and colored it red.

why red?
can you tell me?

ah;
malam yang indah.

with all my heart,
thank you.

hello semua

:)
This is silly, but it thrills me that the time format of our posts has been set correctly!

Ehem. :)

If it matters, it's Greenwich Meridian plus 8 for Malaysian time (instead of minus).

Oh boy am I cheered up!

(Tetapi rindu tetap ada walaupun semua insectdan newt mula boleh bercakap)

The Cockroach talked back.

But I was awed, 'How could he have worked through such a distance?'

I only smiled. Because any sound would mean noise.

'All these creatures!'

Oh. I think, pleasing people is mot not an easy thing to do. It's tiring.

By the way, Fact of the Moment: The European smooth newt is also known as 'eft'.

See? These things.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Semalaman Kita berlibur; bila pagi Kami tersungkur!

Alhamdullilah.

Sesungguhnya benarlah kata-kata Tuhan!

:)

PS II:
Selamat datang pada Lina, dan Ika. Moga hadirmu di sini menambah cahaya!

Seolah mimpi;

melihat lincat berbaju panjang berwarna merah terang bersolek-solekan.

hello to you!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

She has a secret.

The passion with which it is kept
leaves her feeling like diamonds.

The beauty from which it was let out
sets her afloat (above me).

*sigh*



Hello Lina.

Jeff, Sunburn can be good! Well it does come from the Sun, doesn't it?

Gehenna

Everyone needs to be ignorant sometimes,
for they will have to.

If they find the secret before me,
then I am the one who will shine.

Those who overjoyed with power,
they will taste the fall.

When all is said and done,
I tend to adore Sunburn.

*oh hello, Lina with all the 'catness.*

Hati juga Heart, bukan?

ahh, no matter the language,
we're referring to the same essence in which Feelings reside.

the mysteries of Love (in all its glory),
the cruelty of Pain,
and everything else in between.

(they say) the Heart does not lie, no?

oh, hello semua :)

Monday, August 25, 2008

Love

Ashq,
which the spirit feels without the intervention on free will, cannot be controlled by the person so affected, for the real source is God.

I feed on Love; if Love dies, I die too.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Of the Rain and the Violets;

When

will this

loneliness

be over?

Air Liur Basi

I was just taking a quick nap, because it was such a hot and humid day. I did not have it in my intentions to trip upon your dream (or by the way you face was contorted, it could have been a nightmare).

So listen here.

I fell in love with you. If you feel the same way, selalu selalu lah tidur atas awan (biru). Kalau tak suka, cari bantal.

By the way, you drooled in your sleep, I didn't.

The Masks

As compared to the one I quite like brought to live by Jim Carrey, these are different.

They are not green
(ironically),
or innocent.

Heh. I wonder how they came about with that power.
I'd like to scream "Take it off, go away!"

But it's not in my power to do so, is it?

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Malam Ini Kita Berpesta (seperti malam malam yang sebelumnya)

Di keraian sama yang lama ujudnya sebelum bertatih kerendahan diri. Yang waktu muda diagung-agung seolah tidak mungkin berakhir.

Menyanyi berpimpin bintang dan menari dialun bayu.

Keraian yang aku larikan diri untuk menerjah dunia yang sebenar (sebelum aku dikejutkan yang keraian itu hanya satu mimpi; yang elok).

Keraian itu pestanya tamat esok. Atau mungkin esok yang satu lagi.

Yang pasti, siapa mungkin lupa mimpi keraian pertama yang cantik; seperti keraian-keraian yang tidak pernah terjadi.

Kumpulan Kumpulan Not menjadi Kord,

dan Kumpulan kumpulan Kord menjadi tulang belulang Melodi.

Kau, adalah segalanya.

seperti Notasi - notasi unggul yang aku perlukan untuk ensemble Orkestra kali ini.

PostScript:
1- Cuba tuk' singkirkan, haruman nafas tubuhmu!
2- Sehangat pelukmu, selembut belaimu.

Assumptions

Yeah yeah.

I am a process.

I am an overgrown bat.

But still you couldn't catch me.

So I listened to the same old crap a hundred more times.
And the crap talked back to me for about just as many.

I like dropping droppings all over you, because sometimes I don't like you clean.
Sometimes, I want us to be alike.

Oh maybe I just assumed that you would comprehend the ultrasonic.

Heck, I still won't let myself be caught though admittedly, I'll fly close-by.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Excuse me -ehem.

Excuse me for being selfish.

But if I have to pick,
I'd stand on the fence.

And If I have to jump,
I'd rather die standing.

I believe choices are what we made to believe,
kan Elena?

So go crumble your own fate and deny your own faith.

I'm staying.

Pelepasan daripada tanggungjawab

I contemplated between pelepasan and perlepasan, dari and daripada.

Anyway.

I think we are given the right to choose, every single time.

Say; I can choose to tell you that you have a piece of lettuce stuck in your teeth. Or I can just smile and defy the utmost desire to reach and get it out myself. Or I can plant all my energy into listening to what you are saying instead.

Or I can just look away. Heh.

But, with choices, you can't NOT make a decision. Like whether you want to allow yourself be kissed on the forehead or on the lips. See?

Afiq, things can be as wordy as you wish to describe. But the theme must be there (oh you know this best, I'm sure!). Use vital points. The strongest. :)

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Mind your own business; you dumb-fuck.

Kontroversial.

Tapi aku tak benci kau.
Aku cuma takkan ambil tahu lagi.
Umpamanya, kau dah mati dan ditanam tujuh kaki di-dalam bumi.

Membenci benci itu amalan tidak sihat, bukannya apa.

PostScript:
1- Hani, kau bukan musician, kami tahu. Apa apa pun, kita semua sama taraf.
2- Cubaan menulis dengan pendek. How in the hell that you guys manage to write that short, Elena, Jeff?

Dua soalan;

Hello, Jeff;

Mainkan aku satu lagu.

Perhaps; Perhaps?

Hello, Elena;

Mainkan aku satu lagu.

Sway; Sway?

Hello, Afiq.

Mainkan aku satu lagu.

Elok; Elok?

Argh siapa Hani?

Dahla tidak tahu bermain (dan menilai) musik;

Menulis pon macam budak tadika!

ps: Tapi aku tahu menyanyi. Lagu Elyana!

Heart is meant by Serce

Cough cough.

Darn it
but
wait:


That's fine.

=)

Malam ini bercinta (seperti malam malam sebelumnya).

It's okay to answer your own question.
But questioning your own answer isn't so. At least not all the time.

Just as it is alright not to follow what people tell you to do, so long as you know that you don't know, and perhaps will never do.

Last Monday I was down with a fever.
The day I stop loving, would be the day I die.

With the sweetest smile.

No no. That did not come out right.
You get me, no?

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Ysquare

well if I'm Adik,
then does that mean I have to listen
to everything you say?


not really.


oh Hello by the Way.

Kenyataan Hidup yang tidak akan kita faham (walaupun setelah Pippin, Treebeard dan Adreen, bertanduk)

Orang yang sihat; adalah orang yang tidak sakit. Orang yang sakit pula ada bermacam macam sakit.

Manusia pada asasnya; hanya menerima kenyataan dari orang yang sihat (baca: tidak gila, tidak sakit mental, bergigi rapat). Pada mereka, kenyataan orang orang yang sakit ini tidak relevan, tidak berhujung pangkal, dan mengarut.

Sihat dan sakit.

Konon lah ia ada beza. Manusia ini memang aneh. Mahu yang elok elok saja. Mahu yang cantik cantik saja. Padahal, kita sama, tiada beza. Padahal, Preference itu adalah abstrak dan misterius sifatnya.

Mereka tetap manusia yang berakal, berperasaan dan berkehendak. Cuma tidak sihat.

Adakah (read: banyakkah?) beza pendapat orang yang sihat dengan orang yang demam selsema? Jadi; boleh kah kita menuduh orang itu begini, orang itu begitu sesuka hati?

Yang aku tahu;
antara orang yang berlapang dada dan tidak dengki, dengan orang yang berhati-bermulut busuk, adalah neraka.

Mari kita bela kucing.

Friday, August 15, 2008

I still get sunburn on my toes

(even without sitting in the sun waiting for somebody to change the tires).

The rain falls on all trees, and clouds roam across all skies.
Why should we rule ourselves out?
Why should I rule myself out?

I am happy to let every drop fall on my face,
wet and cool.

And I've always said this (to Ina and Reen most of the time),
the world looks brighter after the pour.

:)


I just need to get a lotion for the burns. Geram tengok.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Addiction of Infectiousness

Breaking down all troubles into small pieces,
and lifting any gloom that has set.

If you do not wish that, then DO NOT for a moment let him (or her)

have the slightest touch on your hands
or speak in that voice with eyes so true

or give an unspoken promise of having it all again
when it is time for bye-bye.



p/s: Hani, tak, tak marah. :)

Monday, August 11, 2008

Satu soalan;

Afiq,

Siapa Jeff? Kenapa namanya selaras nama aku!

Tidak, jangan kau duakan aku!

ps: Elena, jangan marah, jangan marah :P

*Afiq: Ingat aku pesan; muka kau dan smiley hasilnya huduh!*

Hani. oh dan, mialystic; dia sudah mati!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Corazón means Heart, too.

The Gentlemen are unexcused from suffering because of The Ladies' cold, shielded hearts.
The Gentlemen should not stand as stone for centuries, just because that is what they are.

And the Ladies need not weep just because of a tear in the seam.
They too, need not build a fortress around their sole, standing, blooming rose just to keep the cat away (from taking a sniff).

The Gentlemen and The Ladies, cannot possibly live, or leave without the other.


"...To be sure, you knew no actual good of me--but nobody thinks of
that when they fall in love."
-Elizabeth Bennet







Saturday, August 9, 2008

Post-Treble Tinggi diatas Akustik yang aneh.

Seluruh tubuh semacam gugur tanpa ikatan;

Rasanya aneh betul.

Persembahan akustik yang aneh. Setting bunyi yang aneh.

Post-Script:
Kepada Mialystic dan Jeff, blog ini untuk mengarut. Unedited post sahaja. Kalau edited post, dia (mungkin) bukan terus dari Hati. Ada pengaruh otak.

Aku menjemput kamu, kamu dan kamu, kerana aku suka pada tulisan tulisan kamu.

Dan aku rasa kamu, kamu dan kamu, adalah Jujur tanpa Topeng. Tiada agenda.

Ini penghargaan tulus dari aku.
Terima kasih, Friends.

Friday, August 8, 2008

Ketika Pertama Kali; Jiwamu ingin selalu. Ah.

Kegirangan / Kemurungan (disebab oleh Hati) adalah Placebo Effect yang paling besar pernah dicipta-cipta.

Kerana ianya tidak akan pernah kekal; dan mana-lah kau tahu bila ia akan berakhir.

Sila sedar ruang.
Oh tapi.

Kegirangan / Kemurungan (dari oleh Hati Yang Terdalam) adalah Real.
Oh dan;

mengapa kau tanya? Mengapa 2 lampiran?

Sebab aku suka Diversity. dan Kebebasan.

At least aku masih perolehinya disini.