if i didnt tell you, then how would you know.

but if i did, i will turn out to be needy, dependant,

even asphyxiating to you.

i dont want you to think of me - that way.

no way, no fricking way.

p.s. but if only you knew, how broken, just how fucking broken, i am.

p.p.s. ru p e 2 nyai n cik B er udu (e k ork ep ala? ) ped ul ikan a ku.