kepada yg berkenaan;

you suck for making me wait.


fine, Let Me Be.

but can u imagine severe addiction? b* !

Alasan untuk Hidup

Mencari erti kasih
dalam tutur seorang bapa
yang kasihnya menolak harta
yang sayangnya menafi rupa
setiap sentuhan satu petunjuk
agar langkah tidak tersasar

Mencari makna kehidupan
dalam dakapan seorang rakan
yang rianya melewati waktu
dan tangisnya bersulam pujuk
mengharap di penghujung jalan
(masih) berpimpin tangan, bersatu rasa

Mencari maksud jiwa
dalam terikatnya sebuah perjanjian
yang menuntut perhambaan diri
pada ilmu yang tidak (pernah) didamba
hingga tersembunyi norma-norma insani
dan hanya tangis mengisi ruang kosong

maka di mana definisi bahagia
bila tiada yang sirna pada kehidupan
namun perlu dimengerti
sudah hilang cahaya yang menyuluh pengertian...

you pissed me off yesterday;

and the day before, beforer, and beforest.

because you see, there's a thin line that borders

+ joking and being cynical
+ being all friendly and mocking
+ concerned and busybody

you are always the latter.

I just happened to not like you.
Whatever shit that you are trying to scare me out with.
I just happened to hate you, now.

I'm not talking to you;
So you can talk to your own hand.

Si Sponge

i've watched the sunrise for two days straight now.
and both days with a smile plastered on my face.

conversations, conversations.

for whatever days that are left,
i will be a sponge.
soaking up as much goodness and warmth as i can get.

:)

when i said yes to you the other day, i meant it.

and when i said no to you last week, i meant no.

it was not meant to be a reverse psychology.

so please..

i know it's not easy

for the last thing you have in you is;

patience.

jangan nak macam-macam eh.

sorry i am a bitch today.
bt he Clearly started it.

otherwise, i Am nice.


so my pahala puasa = org yg tak puasa.

Asik asik

Did you know that, my elements went aflutter when your hands were fumbling?
When your hands were fumbling with the spoon.

For the trillionth time; I fell, and it's pretty much all that I do since that person in the pinstripe white t-shirt called, "Hoi, bersiul!" and sent me dreamily up the staircase.

And and, isn't that glow just priceless?

and then, I saw her eyes glow.

Maybe it's my stupid words,

or Maybe it's my ridiculous action,

or Maybe it's my funny outfit.

Or maybe it is just me.

But somehow,

I get to see her eyes glow today.

Ah, a good thing, especially when you're in the middle of a fasting month! Hehe :D

taken; but abandoned.

because the hints;
I thought I made it so perfectly clear.
I thought it was as obvious as the blood running in my veins behind my see thru skins.
because I thought you'd understood.

Now, what?
Shall I speak some peculiar foreign language
say, freaking Germany.

Because I can't
And I just won't.

So please, keep me close.

or freaking let me go.

ps: Sila jangan lalu di drive thru McD waktu matahari mencacak!

if i didnt tell you, then how would you know.

but if i did, i will turn out to be needy, dependant,

even asphyxiating to you.

i dont want you to think of me - that way.

no way, no fricking way.

p.s. but if only you knew, how broken, just how fucking broken, i am.

p.p.s. ru p e 2 nyai n cik B er udu (e k ork ep ala? ) ped ul ikan a ku.

come

closer.
don't be afraid
for i promise i won't bite.
though such fangs i own
sharp claws and strong bones;

i will do you no harm.

unless...

Paradise

It was a sudden move that left me confused
You gave me a rush of guilt and pleasure

but you weren't looking into my eyes..
(scared?)
confused as I am?

You still haven't looked into my eyes
'cause if you do
You'll see paradise~

(aku) Menulis perlukan Muse.

Dan sekarang Muse Tulisan aku sedang dalam misi ke Greek Lama; dalam usaha mencari punca Apokalips Hati - Hati Lelaki.

Kita tunggu apa akan jadi nanti okay?

Raja,

Jangan mencarut lebih lebih. Bulan Ramadhan, tak elok. Hehe.

and now he says..

please..
i'm sorry.
never had i meant to hurt you.

and all i can think of saying is;

haha..you're funny.

sorry is when you accidentally step on someone's toes.
Not when you crush them with those chunky heels till they bleed.

you should know that by now.

okay,

i am sad (too) now.

does that makes you feel better / brighter ?

yes?

good.

no, no. dont mention it.

(reminder:)

go ahead and blow that candle.

and make a wish,

oh, don't forget to thank God.

[just a simple reminder.] :) ah, smiley ini pinjam dari gtalk!

The Emperor's New Robe

When you do not be yourself, it will eventually hurt (when you do realize it, of course).

I don't wish to sit in the high throne with but my skin, and be the zero of the mighty hall, when the call me Sire.

Get those cartoons out from the old dusty collection. They ought to teach us a thing or two, about another thing or two.

would you like more milk?

Mentre la mia testa mi dice che dovrei restare il mio cuore mi dice di andare.

Mi aspettavo di più da parte tua

Vorresti più latte?

sì?

'Hey!'

Move your body,

along with the music.

Oh, it is that simple.

Bulu

banyak!

di bawah lenganku

di cuping telingaku

di dalam hidungku

dari pusat ke pubisku (tak ku pandang ketika ini)

di atas dan bawah bibirku (kalau ku tulis 'mungil' keterlaluankah?)

lalu ku letak kembali heels itu ke atas raknya..

Langit Aku

Langit aku runtuh;
aku topangkannya dengan arasy-arasy percaya
tidaklah sempurna, tapi berdiri semula

Langit aku menangis;
aku lubangkan tanah jadi wadi-wadi hidup
tidaklah dalam, tapi menyegarkan

Langit aku berdentum;
aku mainkan irama-irama gembira
tidaklah harmoni, tapi aku suka :)



*nmpk x the cutest smile di situ?

Kalau Kau Terlepas, Kau Memang.

Oh ,

lihat ke langit .

Ya , sekarang .

Apa yang kau nampak ?

Biru ?

Hitam ?

Ah , begitulah warna hati aku sekarang ! (insert the cutest smiley here)

Boggart in the Wardrobe

Fear is just an illusion, which we use to label the unknown.

It is not uncommon that we

1. label
2. criticize
3. think ourselves better than

what is alien to us.

Oh beautiful Hearts, why can't we just open up a little bit more and give those green-faced three-eyed hook-nosed creatures a chance?

I'm sure they must have Hearts too; though theirs might be positively of another color.

semalam petang nurkiah harnom tonton akademi fantasia lepas balik sekolah ngaji.
dan malamnya.

"Mak,kiah nak jadi penyanyi lah mak.boleh kah mak?"
"eh,boleh.nanti dah popular boleh ajak mak berduet.boleh mak test market sekali" balas mak.

esok pagi di sekolah,nurkiah berjaya menjawab soalan fizik ringkas mudah di papan hitam.kembang kuncup hidungnya depan kawan-kawan.

dalam hati.
"aku nak jadi physician lah.fizik ni bukan susah sangat.dapat reka hukum baru mesti popular.hukum nurkiah .sampai generasi depan pun aku popular.

hari lain,
nurkiah tengok orang jual bunga.dia mahu jadi florist pula.ironinya,dirinya perempuan,samalah seperti bunga.mana tahu nanti jumpa kumbang yg metroseksual.nurkiah suka.

lain hari,
nurkiah harnom bosan dengan impiannya yang kurang cool.itupun selepas kawan baiknya menang kategori puisi remaja hadiah sastera kumpulan utusan

"aku nak jadi Rumi"tegas dia buat keputusan.barulah cool,fikirnya.

nota kaki:
nurkiah tidak kenal rumi.dia hanya terbaca biografi di belakang sebuah buku tentang seorang penulis memilih rumi sebagai idola.kasihan nurkiah harnom.

Ahh, Tetapi;

;si velcro itu senang hati mengutip :)

biar pun benang atau sawang.

indah atau buruk?
bukankah itu persepsi yang subjektif?

biar ;si deadly tinggalkan kau bila dia rasa tidak perlu lagi,
yang pasti,
(jika bukan dia) masih ada yang memerlukan.

hati hati dengan hati!
ahh, tetapi;
dari kejatuhan itu boleh timbul satu kekuatan :)

beautiful but deadly

dulu i lawa jek.. u pun gunakan i sebaik-baiknya
u tinggal atas i, u menari atas i

then i jugak tlg u perangkap nyamuk2 tu
u pun makan, simpan buat stor atas i

kalau u xselesa, u pun upgrade i
tambahkan luas i, janji hati u puas
i redha jek

tp masalahnya, org xnampak u buruk
org nmpk i buruk, i yg kotor tu

bler i kene sapu, U BUAT RUMAH BARU..

yerlaa.. i kan yang sawang jek tu...



*malu tapi mahu

Sonnet Hati

hati-hati dengan hati
hati rapuh hati luka
hati-hati dengan cinta
cinta madu juga racunnya

hati mana tidak berbunga
bila hati menjadi dua
hati bilang pada yang suka
'hati lemas kabur jiwa'

hati berat sarat kasih
sudah percaya minda tersisih
hanyut jiwa bersarang cemburu
hati terang jadi kelabu

hati-hati dengan hati yang diusik
salah mengusik, orang pun jelik~

*omg, i takut tgk post org laen!

Jalan yang Mana; (ai) Tolong-lah tunjuk!

Jika hidup berkalang dengki;

biarpun Tuhan,
biarpun Perempuan,
biarpun Harta Berkoyan-koyan,

Hidup-mu takkan bahagia. Atau tenang. Atau senang.

Mari; berlapang dada selalu.

Maju ke-depan (dengan berbuat baik), dan pedulikan orang yang tertinggal (atau tidak sekufu). Nah, peraturan hidup perlu di-angkat, moga moga semuanya baik baik sahaja.

Kena bantai tulang rusuk?

Halt

I want this obsession comes to a halt.
A stop.

FULL STOP, okay?

No more "I need you"
"I want you"
"I miss you"

Because I already have one. Haha :)

Yours Truly

Dear Hearts,

please please do not relate Me with all the Hims and Hers in this world just because they

know how to touch you, say you have pretty eyes, call because they miss your voice, cry in longing for your hands.

Have me, explore me, and keep me only when they are not within reach of your senses and yet you still smile, you still soar.

And then you'll know I'm yours.

Love.

oh, matahari

if a thing does not hurt, than where is its value?

because as Humans we can be extremely dense,
moronicly thick-headed,
insanely ignorant.

so enters Hurt (oh, Chaos!);
and we are Awakened.

there IS Light within Darkness;
while there is Life, there is Hope.

no one will know about it.

no one.

because it is;

too heavy for words;

to describe.

it is; too

deep,

it stings.



p.s. Onegaishimasu!

And he said..

Never had I been untrue to you;

Never had I told lies.

Never had I said no to all your desires;

Never had I disagreed.

Never had I misbehaved;

Never had I said never.

And then he left.

And never had he returned.

And I said;

Never you dare come crawling back to my doorstep.