One for my baby.

If this is the path that I must take, then the journey shall continue. Unlike any other blessed souls around me who graced through their study period, I was less fortunate. More often that not, I would be smiling and hoping that I'd made the right decision, and it would benefit me and my life.

Oh boy, they never did, those decisions!

Precisely.

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I didn't really have much of a choice, did I?

Bloody choices.
Sheesh.

aku sgt mahukan itu.

just how much do i wannit??

i cried every night for it.

that's how much.

but, when God give me a wish;

would i still ask for that thing i always wanted?

fuck no i won't.

i would ask God to forgive all my parents' sins.

all my family's sins.

and mine.

and to be honest. 

that sucks.