Breaking the Rules.

I've learned that people ruined their lives just because they are so Perfectly normal.

Or normally Perfect (whichever suits you best).

Life is a dull when you do all the things you are supposed to do;

In the end you realised you are nothing but boring.

Hence my question, your honour;

Is this what we call, Human is never satisfied and thankful?

I demand your explanation (please, if possible, not in a very hard way)

Thank you.

Sebab

rindu.

sangat.

macam mana?

sheesh.

hey apa intai-intai?
tak malu ke?


down boy.

(kau orang memang selalu fikir lucah pun)

One for my baby.

If this is the path that I must take, then the journey shall continue. Unlike any other blessed souls around me who graced through their study period, I was less fortunate. More often that not, I would be smiling and hoping that I'd made the right decision, and it would benefit me and my life.

Oh boy, they never did, those decisions!

Precisely.

**

I didn't really have much of a choice, did I?

Bloody choices.
Sheesh.

aku sgt mahukan itu.

just how much do i wannit??

i cried every night for it.

that's how much.

but, when God give me a wish;

would i still ask for that thing i always wanted?

fuck no i won't.

i would ask God to forgive all my parents' sins.

all my family's sins.

and mine.

and to be honest. 

that sucks.

1000

bila kau silap
aku tegur

kau rasa aku silap
pernah ke kau tegur?

kau ungkit,
1
2
3
4
1000

perlu ke aku cerminkan dirimu?

tak jadi.

samakin melarat.

i cant stop it.

Aahhhhh...

(If only that's a satisfaction letout from an orgasm)

tak boleh jadi neh.

tak jadi.

(entah bila boleh dpt ketenangan; abadi.)